Report Back: Night Four

Had a fabulous night out over-compensating for the day I've had ... after dinner I took a long walk around the "jogger's track" in the cold and dark, spending some reflective time in my own company feeling hurt and upset.
Now it is 12:30 and I'm just back in my room after an evening spent at the bar playing a little pool and networking with the guys on the senior course, impressing them with much 30 seconds skill and some toothpick logic ;)

It turned into a good night with lots of laughter which is really what I needed since I was feeling quite crushed this afternoon. I know what has happened with Varen was essentially inevitable, but I don't have to like it. I hope he will be happy with the choices he has made ... but right now, they do nothing to convince me that we'll ever speak again - although I have received one sms and one blog comment from him since his extrication from my life entirely.

Interesting times. I hope I can stay awake for the course tomorrow :) Perhaps I'll just have to skip breakfast!