Blegh

I'm not in a great mood today. Just down, I guess. Just disconnected from everything. Thinking life sucks. I hate feeling like I have to wait for all these little things to come together before anything can happen to move forward. I hate feeling like I'm just going to waste it all and acheive none of my dreams (and it's not like I want to be a spaceman or something completely unrealistic, you know?) ...

Yesterday was pretty crap. I worked an extra hour again. Went home, spent some time outside with the bunnies, finally had a hot bath (Yay, our water came back on at 17h30 and was still on for me to shower in the comfort of my own home this morning - but I'll admit I was too nervous to put a load of laundry on in case they switch it off again!) and then went to bed. I was asleep around 19h30. Varen & I were having a marathon fight over email yesterday. I hate fighting over email. I especially hate fighting over email because I try to be careful of what I say (which I suppose is actually a good thing) so re-read and re-type everything a million times ... and then I get emails saying "Oh, so you're just ignoring me now?". Sigh. One can not win.

So today is sure to be spectacular (that was sarcasm). But I did have a little smile this morning :) I went outside to say hello to the boons before I left for work (a morning ritual) and saw that Rex (who was in the big hutch with Lily) was up on top of the box with her. I thought it'd be a good month / month & half before he'd manage to jump up there ... I wonder if he jumped or wriggled up the side against the mesh - I've seen Lily & Coal climbing straight up facebrick so it's not as crazy as it sounds!